where do we go from here?

i always tell myself, "it's just a job". but sometimes, it's just too much. or maybe it's not enough. depends how you look at it.


i know i'm being whiny. i AM lucky i'm here. a lot would kill to be where i am. i should be grateful. and i am, believe me. but does that also mean i should settle?

i want to go back to the magazine industry. but i don't see it happening for another 5, maybe 10 years, when i'm all dry and boring.

sorry for the negativity, folks. the hyperactive imagination is on overdrive, and i have some scenarios in my head that i can't get rid of. :/