i tried to make sense of things in my head.
but all that kept popping up was, "it's never enough."
some people think i've abandoned them--left them to their own problems or left them to their own thoughts.
but tell me who's sitting with nothing BUT her thoughts in a big empty apartment on the 10th floor of her building.
lately, i've been feeling like i'm slowly losing lil chunks of myself. and yet, i haven't had the need to jump off yet.
maybe it's because i WAS ok with losing lil chunks of myself. because maybe i thought it was worth it losing those lil chunks of myself. or that maybe it's because i thought i'd be a better person losing those lil chunks of myself.
but, like always, it's just never enough, is it?
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oh sweetie. :\ i think i know where you're coming from.
it never ends, yknow? these chunks of yourself you feel like you're losing, you haven't, they've just been placed somewhere else temporarily, and you'll get them back again, you just have to ride it out.
i hope that made sense to you. write me when you feel like letting it all out, k? i love you.
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