back to regular programming

things have been quite the rollercoaster ride lately. 

and at first, it might've felt exhilirating. but after the 104327th loop, all you feel like doing is barfing.

and that's what i did. i purged. by way of the past couple of entries.

but i'm off the ride now. and the world has finally stopped spinning. the ground's finally calmed down. and i'm walking straight again.

i've lost a few, and gained a few. and i'm back to normal.

now, back to regular programming --

christmas crept up on me this year. christmas carols started playing late november when i was so used to hearing them all the way back in september. we just finished putting up christmas decors at work, while the apartment is still bare. and with all the expenses i've had to shell out lately, i feel like i don't have enough to buy everybody presents. but even though it may seem like things are so different, somehow i can still feel the holiday spirit. =)

i just wish my family and my friends were around too.