my curiosity really will be the death of me. i NEED to learn to distinguish between the things i think i can handle and the things i actually can handle. no matter how much i'd like to think of myself as the open-minded girlfriend, i realize that there are just some things i'd like to stay ignorant about. i understand the past is the past. and i'm pretty happy about where i am right now and who i'm with. but it still doesn't make it any easier knowing the things that i know. the tough part is learning when to say, "i don't want to know." those words always seem to escape me in certain situations that call for it.*
i won't make a big deal out of it though because the weekends are always a constant reminder that i really have it good, and i don't need to worry about anything at all.=) i wish it could be the weekend every day. haha.. wishful thinking.
* learning when to say "i don't want to know" also applies to friends. i need to learn to stay out of certain situations, even though people choose to put me in the middle of it. some things are just not my business, and i need to learn to keep it that way.
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