weekend chaos

for a lazy weekend, a lot has happened. and i don't really know if i'm willing to share in detail.

just know that we've come close to having our potential first fight, and it wasn't a good feeling. at all. people say fights make relationships more interesting. but i think our relationship is interesting enough that i can do away with the fights. it's a horrible feeling. and i know it's wishful thinking, but i don't want to ever feel that way again. so from now on, i'm staying the hell away from being tomtom ver. 2.0. i've always been horrible with directions. tee hee.

oh, and i'm slowly shedding off old layers. maybe get rid of certain inhibitions, be more crazy and spontaneous. we'll see. i think i'll let that side of me stew for now.