at first, i thought the sandman was just being spiteful. i was expecting to just plop straight into zzzzs once i was done editing photos, especially that work was a lot more boring today than usual. i'm tired, but i can't seem to get any shut-eye.
too many things swimming around in my head. none of them good. and i hate it. i absolutely hate this knot that seems to have found a home in the pit of my stomach. and it keeps eating away the few precious hours i have left for sleep.
for once, this isn't something a compromise can silence. i hate the idea of me being selfish, but deep down, i can't help but be just that. because no matter how hard i try to be rational, emotions never are. and right now, it's really starting to feel like i'm slowly slipping away. i think i need some sort of change in my life.
i hate being cloaked in other people's shadows.
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